quick update?

it's 4:45 a.m. right now -_-zz

aw man, yesterday was nearly perfect. i had time to fangirl on arashi!!! i couldnt watch last week's updates, but at least i watched this week's!! i was so immensely happy. then, when i finished, i asked dan to take me to mcd's [my mcd's] so i could pick up my paycheck and buy something to eat because I didn't really eat breakfast.  Honestly, he didn't have to take me; i think I wanted to go just to show them how pretty I can look without my McD's uniform on.  Well I went and Kenny definitely saw me, but he pretended he didn't.  I do this all the time to people; now I know how much it hurts. Not that it's KENNY who did it that hurts, but .... when someone knows you but doesn't greet you, it sucks! well anyway, i made 90 buckaroos.  Should I just cash it?? then i'd have money if arashi produced more stuff! i dunno. i'll decide today. then afterwards, I asked mom to go to vivian's and she said yes. I was supposed to go over to bryan's today because there was a dinner thing for his birthday but i decided to go vivian's. she was having a saw marathon kinda, but i didnt go to watch. i went to do homework in the company of others in another room. and yes, i did homework. i was kind of distracted though. i did chem and decided damn im so kind of sick of math and i should get my english essay done anyway, so i switched to the essay. aieurpaser 1000 words is a lot!!! but lena, shes just tyring to get you ready for college. i know, and im thankful but 1000 words!!! ahh now im just rambling and rambling! blahhh. and i was distracted by ky cus he IMed me. he actually has the ability to type sophisticatedly! omgosh so surprising, but that makes him more appealing. xD too bad he's taken now. then we were hungry [it was me yen and vivian] so after they finished with saw II [they were so traumatized after that] we decided to cook!! haha. we made fried rice ball and slushies. IT WAS SO MUCH OIL OMGOSH WE'RE ALL GUNNA DIE FROM CHOLESTEROL FROM THIS ONE MEAL. LOL muczie! my rice balls kept falling apart and we made such a mess, but it was fun! OH ANDDDD MY KIIROI NAMIDA CAME!!! OMGOSH IM SO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY! I WANT TO WATCH IT SO MUCH BUT NO FREAKIN TIME DAMN IT! ASLRAEISRSRSAE AHHH!!! CAN'T WAIT FOR DOME CONCERT!!!!!! IT LOOKS SO PRETTY!!!!!

that's it. i should go change for AIDS walk. yep, im going! thats why im awake right now x.x